Every story has a soundtrack, and I'm just asking for your heartbeat to set the tempo.

It's weird how you think your life
is perfect, until that one moment
when you meet that person who
suddenly makes it incomplete.

today, in WG forum, someone asked:

hmm what if you moved on pretty fast after a break-up? you can forget that person, how you used to be quite easily, and still meet up as good friends? Is it because you can control your emotion so well or because you didnt really love that person that much?

and i said:

a breakup is called a breakup cos its broken. however that doesnt mean friendship has to be broken too. if both parties breakup cos they felt they were not meant for each other chances of being friends are pretty high, but in a case of one party cheating on the other then i dont think so yeah? it depends on the ending. there are beautiful and ugly breakups. its quite hard to forget someone whom you've once shared so much memories with, someone who was entwined in you. but you have to move on and forget the fact that you both were 2 souls living in one, 2 hearts beating as one. how we choose to react to the situation is another thing. i guess you could have sinked into depression/try to get into a "replacement r/s" or even turn into a stalker and then stalk the guy. but you see you had a choice but you chose not to do those stuff. sure, its painful when you go through a breakup. i guess for you, you controlled your emotions well enough (: and you cannot question yourself as to whether you love someone enough or not by whether you can move on with life without him/her. it takes two hands to clap. sure its damn easy to say only waddddd. not many of us are able to be so noble and play the goodguy. we'll tned to point fingers. i.e " he was the bastard lahh"...." she was the bitch lohhh" breaking up doesnt constitutes to someone being labelled a jerk/bitch. the reason for breaking up is. but i guess if the breakup ended in a beautiful manner, then there's nothing to regret okay? keep the memories but dont dwell on what 'could have been'. not many people get to be good friends with their exes after a breakup. friends, yes. but if like what you said, GOOD friends then i think all the more you should treasure it cos you're the lucky few.

so tell me, how come i dont follow what i preach?

A life long lesson filled with pain,
A sporadic realization to memory
We'll erase all truth from willing eyes
and drown them with our casual lies.

maths paper was a killer, i dont care if im being particularly biased towards maths. maths paper IS a killer, tskkk. i know i havent been doing proper blogging. pretty much load of stuff has happened lately. im beginning to think that maybe if i just chill and take everything that comes along as very lightly i'll be a much cheerful/happier person. but then again i think i'll have alot of regrets, for taking things to lightly. its like, you know... yeah i dont have to explain. anyways, i went out lunching with lyn, sher and yokewan today. it's the first time in 2months i actually hung out with them. there was a kind of feeling in me which i cannot explain, mixed feelings. i cant say anything other than  (: x 100.

haha, yupp. but i'll keep a distance i guess... BAA~~
we were at Yoshinoya and we saw many guai lan kias. there was this balestier hill 'couple'. the girl was like, greasy hair and grandmother specs, and her supposedly boyfriend was... okay no comments. im not saying im like whoa damn hot or anything like that but. ha, its just not love. WHYYWHYYWHYY. and there's this group of 4 nerd wanna be beng, think they so kewl worhs. colour hair grey, like chao lao ah pek. then the side shave sia, machiam mohawk style but mohawk 不起来. haha, pathetic people. and then on the table next to us came 3 ah lians.

ah lians ( upon sitting down) : wahh lann ehhh!!! chao chee bai ahh!

me: *removes bag from the seat and stares into food* [ thats cos im peace-loving lohh! *COUGHHHSSSS*]

ah lians: *continues* !^&*(!*!b then walks off to buy food

lyn & yokewan: *laughing hysterically at those bengs-wannabe and the nerd couple*
(and yokewan salivated rice on lyn's jacket. HAHAHA!!)

yokewan: eh i think that girl *points to the fattest lian* is pregnant cos her stomach very "low"

us: you sure anotzzzzzz. is her tummy lah.

me: yaaalorzzzzz i also have tummy canzzzz

sher: *laughs* aiya yokewan you think too much lahh

me: tummy below means like those auntie.

lyn: *to yokewan* yeah like your mother.

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turns out the girl WAS pregnant, and i think shes around the bitches' ages. and halfway while eating...
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pregnant lian: chao chee bai kan ni nahh..... *stares at us and turns to her friend* wah lao 肚子大有错 MEHHHH.

sher and lyn heard but i was too 'busy' typing away on my phone.

me: *passes the phone and it reads:* i think she should buy the Mother's Day Meal and not the Student Meal.

 lyn, sher, yokewan, me: *HYSTERICAL LAUGHING* haha, im a mean bitch =/

hah, had i heard it i would be telling her in my broken chinese, hurhur 肚子大没有错谁说有错你为社么想着么多??

MUUUU~~

i deserve to be with somebody who makes me happy. somebody who doesnt complicate my life.
somebody who wont hurt me. he'll be the better guy.

i deserve to be with somebody who makes me happy. somebody who doesnt complicate my life.
somebody who wont hurt me. he'll be the better guy.

I dont think I'm drop dead gorgeous,
&& I'm not filthy rich
I dont start all the latest trends
I dont know the *coolest styles*
but I do have a great personality
oh wait, silly me
no one cares about that anymore